Wild as Willows

When you go from nothing to something, it feels like everything.

And then it all changes,

having once slumped under heavy weight,

now upright,

smile upon face.

I feel sober today.

Okay, i spilled out happiness in that room over there like i’d been tipping the cup back again,

but i’d already spilt what id saved for tonight.

How did it soak through my skin once again?

My grandmother and i have a chemical sensitivity that goes back to him.

I only learned about it the other day and was amazed.

So much was explained.

They’ve hated us since the first bursts and they’ll surge to serve it again.

I don’t sip from cups they pour, those who lack mores,

no ethics, adabless fakeries who manipulate with vagueries,

majorly corrupt.

She protects my cup.

A no saki saki,

but far from a boy,

this old lady with young eyes and a deep laugh,

a long life and a deep path.

She knows how to move through the mountains more quickly than most.

She fears no tears nor any hungry ghost.

Brave and adept, in all that she does,

she stays steady humble, and honors what was.

Can i ask you a question? She shifted the pillow,

and sat upright like a sage,

awaiting her answer, her hair wild as willows and each strand ablaze.

She brushes a branch to the side,

out the way as i anticipate the waves she consistently conveys.

There’s a sequence beyond reason that sends rays through vertebraes.

Have you ever seen that happen? Every time i’ve been amazed.

This vibratic energetic healing ointment for our clays.

She’s a healer of a line that ferments a special wine, without grapes.

Just a sip and then you’d slip into a gifted state of mind

and stay aligned from floor to pine and then beyond the gates.

When i sat within her presence, learning lessons of her line of masters,

she told me of her days herding sheep in Andalucian summer pastures.

She told me of these crystals that she found out by the rock face,

that could amplify our frequencies in the most interesting ways.

There’s an inner correspondance if you look in the right place,

and an oil that releases with a unique kind of taste.